Im pretty sure everyboy has seen the film with Elisha Cuthbert in as the sexy arsed Girl Next Door....Well i fell like im in that movie. Im head over heels for the girl next door. She is absolutely gorgeous, the seewtest most delightful person i have had the good fortune to meet, but more than that she makes me laugh! Might sound pretty sad to most, but if a gilr makes me laugh i love it, it really is one thing i look for in the people i fall for.
Anyways, onto the juicy part of the story........I FUCKED UP BIG TIME!!!! (sorry for my language but i really did mess up on a colossal scale. She has gone away today, and its her birthday while she is away. Now me, big bloody macho man i am.....thought id be big and not show my feelings, didnt buy her a Birthday card, of which she seemed to make a big deal of. Everybody i know kept telling me to buy her one.....but i didnt.....and dont woory ill say it before you do.....WHAT AN IDIOT!!! Ive never let my feelings be known to her, partly because i do not want to be left devasdated and turned down.....but he who dares wins i reckon.......Hopefully, ill be able to recover from my massive mistake.