What better time to write my first post than after 4 beers! Not so inebriated it makes no sense, but enough to remove all inhibitions! This bad boy is going to be all about me and my trials and tribulations........rather than keep a diary nobody will ever see i want to share my sorry existence of a life with the world.

Its not a sorry existence in the fact that im a druggy, or a doley, just that my life doesnt quite ever feel fulfilled lately. Anyways, ive got 4 aims in life at the moment:

1) Lose Weight
2) Stop being an ALCOHOLIC (there i admitted it!)
3) Make the girl next door love me
4) Subject the world to my views on the world!

The first 3 aint going to well, and a tiny little piece of my mind reckons there all interlinked. Im overweight because i drink. The girl next door dont love me because im overweight, and i drink because ive got no one to love me (sympathetic 'awwwwww' now please =) ) As for the final point, you should all expect more from me on that one! Ill voice my opinions, however wrong they may be on various subjects i read and they may be controverial, but there my thoughts, my feelings and i have a right to voice them!

Anyways thats me....BeeZee signing off until tomorrow probably! Cath the whole wide world later!